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just so you know, this feeling's takin' control of me, and i can't help it.


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Saturday, August 16, 2008

i really don't know what to do...



Sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right,
be with you day and night






what should i do?
what can i do?




nothing i guess....


Friday, August 15, 2008

Well another day has just passed. well pictures speak a thousand words so i shall post many pics this time so do enjoy. Today was pretty exciting. I sat high flyer with my baby and the sunset was so wonderful. Baby i really enjoyed your company. We den headed down to old airport road for dinner. Food was not as good as i expected but someone there made the food seem extra nice. yeah. den headed down to bugis for a drink. got a little red but was fine after a while. Thank god for robert who came down to give baby and i a lift home. Thanx and **-Hugs-** had a pretty long chat with him with a lot of sharing...hahas














Thats all for now... loves
Special Thanx
1) Bernice. Thanx for being dere despite a tiring day at school, i really do appreciate.
2) Doreen. Thanx for letting me be by your side all the time. Sitting the flyer with u is my dream
3)Michelle. Thanx for the drinks that u brought. i do appreciate ur presence
4)Robert. Thanx for being dere to give me a lift home when i was feeling a bit tipsy.
5)Shawn. Happy Birthday to u too. May u and Jia last long.
6)Naiimah. Thanx for the lovely birthday gift. Ur effort is greatly appriciated.
7)Mummy. Thanx for baking me a cake and giving me extra money all this while.
All of u are the love of my life!
Extra thanx to all the other who wished me well =)


Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Whoots.... i am counting down the hours. Anyways, baby where are u? Didnt see u online, u also never msg me. haha i am missing u again. Yeah yesterday i was a very happy me cos we went to town together and tried on some clothes. Baby looks so good in the clothes. And followed by a wonderful and yummy supper at esplanade and finally a ROMANTIC bus-ride back. haha, i love to share my music with u. oh, i am sorry i remembered the last bus timing wrongly and we missed it but luckily for 97 and we are home safely. I was busy the whole day studying. Managed to cover wat i felt was more than enough-*pats my back*.

i swore i viewed ur blog at least a hundred times today. i do miss u and i will be looking forward to seeing u tmr. u have fun in school and study hard alright. haha, i shouldnt be saying this because i know u will =)

well i am 1hr and 5 mins away...


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Stand BY u





ok. i was mean today. I scolded shu juan. i know i should not have done that but she made baby angry. Obviously i would stand up for baby. Who gets in her way, gets in my way--- i will simply screw u up; even if my baby was in the wrong. So better dun mess with her k. haha. i know baby is sad. She got her results but i believe she can do better cos she has so much potential. Baby i believe in u so u must JIA YOU ok. hahas . and baby" my love for u still stands strong---我爱你!"
u are the love of my life=)




ok for now thats all but here is a very good sound video so go watch and have a good laugh =)






BLeediNg LOve
BLeediNg LOve
(baby loves this song too...)

Closed off from love I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
Ooooh...
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy
Chorus:
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Oooh, oooh...
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from falling
Hey, yeah!
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe
Chorus:
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love






This simply says it all... i am so in love with u



Smile
Smile

Today started of with a bang. I specialy went back to my school to get YOUR contact lens and when i got it, i felt like "wow, yeah". hahas sounds dumb i know but i was happy. Followed by some little bdae celebration and some shopping till YOU called and i was feeling glad again. Not that i was feeling down before that- its just that u further lifted up my spirits. Well didnt managed to catch the movie but ur presence is all that is needed. I had LOTSA fun with gemma and lane ond of course YOU. The stupid conversations, funny languages and everything. Even going to the TOILET with u made me feel good. Yeah, perhaps i can be more mature at times. Thats all i need to hear =)


Monday, August 11, 2008
For You
For You

this blog is specially made for u. i do love u alot and i am missing u every single minute. please feel honourned cos u are the light of my life. this is something which i can say for u, but for u to me?- perhaps not. i am feeling rather empty, a little down and i am kinda missing u so maybe i could do a little something for u. in the middle of this dark, gloomy night, i had many thoughts running through my mind till i am so tired-so drained. But who knows? While here i am clinging on to u, there u are thinking of someone. well i should stop ranting now...

and u, my little dArling, though it is pretty imposible for us, i still do love u alot. u know i always like u being by my side and chilling together. so romantic huh...haha...kk..go and look for ur partner or u will be stuck with me k. u bring light to my life too...