Saturday, June 27, 2009
a day out
woohoooo.hi club outing to Sentosa.had a lot of fun. its been quite a while since i have worked out.did have a good sweat out.really relaxing and having heart to heart talks with my peeps.also had many many fun gossiping. hahaha.the previous day went to support kenneth, ryan and friends for basketball match.it was a fellowship thingy and geylang.so far but it is always worthwhilehahaha.they did well so kudos too them=)its been quite a blast these few days.chilled today with my dearies naiimah and kenneth. sometimes just spending time with great company just makes ur day.even just having lunch, walking around and having ice cream seems incredible.cheers =)-iluminate the words-
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
fuck
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haha...no more worries le.
today started off bad lah. i dunno wat to wear and wat to sing. and i wanted to just not go. i slept in and didnt care abt the time till my friend call me. so i slowly dress up and all. left home at 9 when suppose to be there at 9.30. Lol late but who cares. i just suddenly not interested and had a heavy heart. Like got damn big burden. Lol and now for the audition part.
haha...nope i didnt get throughbut i is good. i was estatic that i didnt get thru. omg...haha...u should she how the judges stunned when i jumped for joy upon them saying no. hahaha.ok. firstly it is mentally tormenting. practising on ur own, looking for places to practise, shopping for accesories, making a final decision to ur song choice, waiting, hearing people sing well and not get through. haha.there is much more. Lol. My journey ends here and i am glad it did. i shall stick to performances where people dont jundge nor u appear on national tv. and one dilemma waill be that if i gott thru, they will be a camp which means i have to skip school. but i love my classmates moreLol. anyway wanna thank all who have been giving me their greatest support throughout this time. Namely Miss Tang, My parents, naiimah, liyana, vicson, khairul, fazli, kenneth, my classmates and many others who i am too lazy to name. Paiseh ah.i burden of my shoulder; a weight off my chest. ok...get on with life. nothing big. so for now BIG SMILE =)
i am damn confused.
i dont know if meeting up was good after all
i mean it helped
but my confidence i cant find back any more.
and i have a freaking blocknose and a sore throat.
which means i have a different voice.
Blah.
Shit.
and i hate my clothes.
fuck.
wish me luck =S
-singapore idol-
