Wednesday, March 3, 2010
One Love
Baby. Thank you for weathering the storms with me. We have done so many stuff togther including stupid and funny things. i am falling more for you and i wanna walk this journey with you. i want you to know that i really appreaciate everything that you do for me and all the effort you take just to see a smile on my face. i guess i cant help it that some people are jealous that you have such as smart and pretty girlfriend. i wanna see us go far in life and even further in our relationship. for my love for you is so strong like super glue. i love you!
-kiss me through the phone-
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
How Pitiful.
Bad day at work. Loads of cork up here and there. Well, it sucks when there are so many people in action and so many instructions to take. It reaches a point of time when you are receiving 3 different orders at the same time and you are required to perform all 3 at the same time too. tell me how possible that it. and you want things to be subtle yet you say that people are not doing their things. Come on. Just because your eyes don't see people working does not mean they are slacking their ass off. What about making these particular group of crew get food and drinks for everyone and then they are being told of for moving away from their area? it seems almost impossible for one to stay stationary at the point and yet transport food right! Hmm...you might wanna consider teleport. And bloody long hours without proper dinner. tell me about it.
As for hijacking my guys, i am not gonna say much. but, damn you bloody asshole. the least you could do is inform me and find a replacement. now who is gonna compensate me for my oppurtunity cost? and you are so damn afraid that you resort to telling the whole damn world about it, making people take pity on you. these simply shows how weak you are and you cant even stand up for urself. what makes you think or gives you the slightest idea that they can help salvage the situation. come on. dont be dumb, use some brains for once. and for all the shit work that you make my guys do and you simply running away from it, you are gonna pay the price of our friendship. whats friendship to me? come on, its a business world out there.
words cant describe my anger. this is a learning lesson for me to make things clearer before embarking on the work. thank you for teaching me this lesson.
-dont fuck around with me cos i will fuck you back-
Sunday, February 28, 2010
My baby
Tears of falling deeper in love is just like tears of joy. Was on my way home just now with baby when i just stared into his eyes and tears just started to well up in my eyes. today was rather enjoyable. however even thought we were so near each other, it seemed so far too. there was like a sense of detachment. liked we seem so far apart. there was not much personal time for us. it kinda hit me that i might be loosing him but i was really thinking too much cos i know he wouldnt. on top of that, his frustrations added on to my heavy heart and i guess that was what allowed the tears to become so heavy that it rolled down my cheeks. bad timing and didnt manage to get our bags as planned. double sadness. i guess i am starting to get emotionally attached. maybe this is the right path. maybe this was what i have been looking for. maybe he is the one for me.
It hit me harder when i got home just to find out that baby cant stay over. den tears starts to flow again. heart sinks deeper. told baby and heard his disappointment. maybe i am not a good girlfren after all. why are there so many obstacles between us. i cant go on anymore. the tears are too much for me to handle. i just want to love you.
Baby i love you.-rain and tears, all the same-
