Friday, January 16, 2009
the Answer to my Prayer
today was a good day. emo-ed for miec as usual. she doesnt really care about my presence anyway. good example of being paid for doing nothing. cant really bother. some times i wonder how am i going to survive. its pretty amazing how good her ignorance skills are. i have never felt so left alone before. thanx for giving this wonderful experience of being outcasted. i guess i do kinda like it especially during ur lessons. Loneliness becomes serenity.
BComm was good. Project coming up and i am so gonna score well cos its a communication module. Gracia Never fails english. Will be preparing way beforehand and it will be perfect-flawless i mean.
Met my students and quite a fair bit turn up. i hope the attendance does improve and that formation can be done quickly. we are just 2 weeks away from performance, oh dear. went through 2 lessons which i think they will forget. and we took photos. Thanx for the camera jeremy and thank you to those who turned up.
Hi Club was cool today. Since my class already completed our lesson last week, we came to rot today. we camwhored. we watched ppl camwhore too. crashed the basic A class. went back and practised our song a couple of times. came up with back-up plan just in case of emergency. whoots....our class is good. Looking forward to art-and-craft session next week =)
dinner was good i guess. felt more love today. and surprisingly, MIMI and Ying Zi joined us-first time. good jokes and laughter was passed around. was basking in the warmth of love for a few minutes. didnt last long but i guess that was good enough. couldnt ask for more right.haha.homed alone but had some good thinking time to myself. i guess reflections are good to have a couple of times a day.
POA retest is tmr. i have yet to tart preparing. its a non-passable module i swear. but i guess with a little hard work, a little love and a lot of swearing, it should get things done. lets hope for the best. Museum outing tmr. Excited!!! and of cos S&W cheerleading. Love to the max=)
LOOKING GOOD =D
Thursday, January 15, 2009
The LOVE for Kids Never dies
Jesus loves the little children,
All the children of the world,
Black and yellow, red and white
They're all precious in His sight
Jesus loves the little children of the world
Whether you're rich or whether you're poor
It matters not to Him
He remembers where you're going
Not where you've been
Jesus loves the little children
All the children of the world
Black and yellow, red and white
They're all precious in His sight
Jesus loves the little children of the world.
I love
CHILDREN too!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
WELL...o level results are out. its a simple reflection of how much effort one has put in. My son's have done well. quite proud of them except for 1 or 2. but dun worry there is still a place for u to go. just seek and heed my advice. well as for those who screwed the paper, all is not lost. u can always turn to private o levels. with discipline, doing well is not impossible.
sometimes i ponder about my love life. it seems to be so complicated. havent really settled down properly. things always end before they even begin. and its like i just hop from one person to another. why is it so fickled. cant i just be loyal or just be accepted. well, i dunno if its true but according to yenyen' palm reading yesterday, apparently i had a super complicated love line or should i say, i have no love line cos she couldnt find it. i really dun put great faith in such readings but just pondering over my past years of uncertainty and unsettling and undying feelings, letting go seems like the best solution. i dun go for the particularly rich nor the particularly handsome/pretty neither the particularly smart. i am just looking for and ordinary chap with a nice character. i guess that is too much to ask for.
FRUSTRATION...if there is such a word
Sunday, January 11, 2009
its the weekend now and tmr will be the release of the o level results. i hope all goes well for everyone. in the mean time many thoughts are running through my head. About my studies and love life and everything else.
well. since the first day, i have made up my mind to change course. working towards it now. glad that i will be doing whaat i want. i never regretted that though. i made so many loving friends that it was definetly a fulfilling year. Now is to work towards my goal, my dream, my future.
i do hope that sparks will start to fly soon. it seems that we are aware of each others feeling but no action is done. well guess i have to continue waiting. too broken to dare to speak up again. help me gain my confidence please. i love ur prescence and i love you.
prestige is making good head way. some stuff still pisses me of but i do try and understand and accomodate to the situation. i really wanna see this event work out. well, lets just "hope for the best, but prepare for the worst".
kinda random post but just wanted to get things off my mind. =)