Saturday, January 24, 2009
with time comes TRUTH
ahh haaa
now we know.
we were just waiting for the loopholes.
well, if i am guilty,
so are you.
But i am guilty of a situation u never mentioned.
however, u are afraid that i said exactly what u did.
Hmm...amazing right.
well you may leave if you dun like it.
no one is holding you back.
and you are not that important after all.
well you may say its not what i think
but the again,
once can be a lie,
twice may be a coincidence,
but thrice or more is nothing but the truth.
decide for urself how many it was.
if you cant count
or u arent sure,
i am more than glad to give you a hand.
Stop fretting my dear.
it has been so many days.
well i dun blame you for worrying about so much.
den i shall leave you to continue living in worries
while i live mine to the
FULLEST
<3s whoots
Friday, January 23, 2009
i Love my LYF
this is real.
this is me.
haha...ok just randomness
slacking in canteen 1 now. savouring the last few moments of it.
came early for CATS project. its done in an hours time. Applause to Janice and me.
some chunk of fats is not doing anything again. haha
doesnt matter now cos its completed.
sudden craving for curry chicken and well...eaten it.
waiting for cats. Lovely teacher i have-sweet.
S&W later on and it will be HOLIDAYS for CNY.
muahhahaa....i see $$$ rolling in.
been broke since pay is not in yet-BOO
i declare i LOVE projects more than EXAMS =]
Tata
Thursday, January 22, 2009
i don't really care
its perfectly fine with me.
one more friend like you is really sad,
however one less of you
and the world would be better place to live in.
whoots.
i just do what i need to do
go about my daily routines.
unlike you, i have nothing much to worry about.
"service is never a simple act; its about sacrifice for others and accomplishment for ouselves, about reaching out, one person to another"
i have done that.
have you done it?
or should i say can you do it?
no one is indespensible in life,
so it simply means that
without you, life still goes on.
the only difference is whether
ppl mourn for you or not.
thats sad if i even need to consider that.
CIAO
Thank You for the Music
attemps to complete my work last night failed terribly. i fell asleep on my lappy on my sofa. wanted to make plans to wake at 3 am to get the last 40% complete but apparently i succumed to sleep till this morning. Well, after one hour of creative juices flowing, its now DONE and i am happy. Good piece of work i must say. At least the most productive of this semester.
Getting ready for school. Shirt got a stain. Pants was unaltered. Pissed. Whats with the world especially when its late and u need to leave house like NOW. well miec later. will be using the lesson to work on my visuals i guess. today is going to be a good day. Mummy, please rectify that fucking stained shirt and my maid is doing wonders to my pants. With food on the table, i am too lazy to eat and with my hair so messy i am too lazy to comb it. haha
sometimes, somethings shouldnt be written. it just shows how sucky or lousy u are. guess you are just jealous after all. well cant guess who i am talking about right. this is what i call skill. dun feel too guilty if you think it is you cos it means i have touched your soft spot and u have done something wrong i bet. i mean i am quite sure about that. shant waste my breath =)
Good Day =]
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
get it over and done with
its the wee hours of the cold, windy night. in the process of doing my BCOMM presentation. i somehow find some enjoyment in completing it. It just gives me a sense of satisfaction that at least i am doing something for my studies.I am going to give it my best cos its the only module which i can excel in i guess. and next up i will go full force into getting the integrated project done. well it is the miec shit+BCOMM so i really wanna score too.
Today Hi Club went smoothly. Formation is fixed and practised. We are just abt 3 weeks away from closing ceremony and i am egg-cited. I do hope attendance is kept up. And hopefully some pepole will be more responsible in informing the instructors if they are coming to class or not. it can get irritating at times.
Prestige meeting tmr. I dun really know if i am completely looking forward to it. Somehow my efforts have seemed to be medium for critism and i am not really in the mood to tackle that kind of nonsense now. Well, have not be getting response from events company which really irritates me somehow. It just simply portrays that i am not doing anything. Well as much as my brain can churn out ideas, i cant really do anything much to things that are not within my control such as inactive companies and what not. guess i will just have to suck my toe and let ppl bitch about me not doing anything. i apparently i have done the worst ever proposal so why not some one just come and take over--not that no one has taken over. well be if for FAME or for FACE or watever shit you say, i know how much i have done and how committed i am. So lets watch and see wat happens.
Bitchy Day =\
Sunday, January 18, 2009
How did i Fall in Love with you?
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone
Those days are gone, and I want you so muchThe night is long and I need your touchDon't know what to sayI never meant to feel this wayDon't want to beAlone tonightWhat can I do, to make you mineFalling so hard so fast this timeWhat did I say, what did you do?How did I fall in love with you?I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friendsDon't want to be,Alone tonightWhat can I do, to make you mineFalling so hard so fast this timeWhat did I say, what did you do?How did I fall in love with you?Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbyeWith you I wanna spendThe rest of my lifeWhat can I do, to make you mineFalling so hard so fast this timeWhat did I say, what did you do?How did I fall in love with you?What can I do, to make you mineFalling so hard so fast this timeEverything's changed, we never knewHow did I fall,in love ,with you?
how can you mend this Broken Heart
i guess it really wasnt meant to be. or perhaps it was just my wishful thinking from the start. well, guess talking things out did clear the ambiguousity. Well, i am still standing strong. This simply shows that i have saw it coming and was kinda prepared. Or is it that it happens so often that it doesnt really hurt anymore. I guess the latter explains it all. Well too many to name....all failed. Let me see....counting...say abt 9 and this would be the 10th. wow...never knew that a heart could be so strong to brave so many storms. No wonder it is the most vital organ of the body.
well...despite that, i wanna thank you for being so frank and just about it. not making me feel out of place or awkward. i mean though no one has made me feel awkward, u were so cool about it. sorry for causing such a big hoo-haa among the ppl around us who tried to bring us together. u initiated the conversation and i am grateful for that. u played a part in clearing up the mess i made. we are now friends again, better than ever. well i guess this was the best outcome that could have happened. i really appreciate that u took the step despite knowing that it would hurt. At least it was an honest act. i just wanna say that i am glad u were aware of my actions and that u did not turn a deaf ear or a blind eye to it.
it just happened once too many a times. well thats my fate.
