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 just so you know, this feeling's takin' control of me, and i can't help it.


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Saturday, April 3, 2010
WTH


Worst girlfren on earth? Me.
Why? I always make Baby worried about me.
How? I cry and not talk and stare into blank space when he talks.
When? All the time when my mood swings.
Why is it so hard for me to contol my emotions. Why am i so sensitive? Now its difficult for Baby to tell me what he thinks so as not to stress me. Why do i cause so much misery to my little darling? Baby i love you. I really do.
-kiss me, hold me tight-


Thursday, April 1, 2010
it's all my fault



i cant smile like in this picture anymore. Why is it that all i do is to make baby worried and upset about me. i cant even make baby feel secure that i will always be by his side. What the fuck is wrong with me. Just as i am insecure, he must feel much more worst. All i do is cry and make baby guilty. I am really bad at all this shit. sometimes i wonder why i am given such a good boyfriend when i am just a nobody. there is definetly someone out there that loves baby more but he still choose me. i dont know if i deserve all this. baby is giving his best yet i am still being a spoilt princess. Really pissed with myself for being the barrier between us. Why cant i just listen to him. Everything baby does is for my own good yet i still disagree with him. Even if i dont disagree, my expression tells the world that i am unhappy. Why is it so hard to take in baby's advice. Why do i still want things my way when i know i am in the wrong? Why do i have to be so stubborn? Why am i not someone else who is nicer? Why? Why?Why?
-tell me why-


Wednesday, March 31, 2010
What is life without Love


Baby and i. We went to SPCA!



This is Maple. Damn handsome golden retriever. Baby likes her too!



This is Triffin, very shy but nice Labrador. He only likes girls so baby couldnt get his attention.
Hahaha! conclusion is that baby likes Maple more. i like them both!


One day we are gonna have our own dog and that will be our family!

We decided to settle for hamsters as children for now. Say hello to Maple and Triffin, yes i know! we named them after the dogs! super cute when they are lazing around. and baby is so fatherly towards our kids >.<
The home we built for them. Nice?!

Stretching lazily on the wheel. Dame cute!

Haha! shirts i got for baby as a surprise. Baby didnt even know i got it for him. Bright colors for my handsome boy!

Tadah! and we got matching 4Skin slippers cos baby know i wanted it badly and baby needed better slippers!
My handsome chef in the making!
Baby i love you!
and i was am not jealous of ham ham ok!
-1 in a zillion-