Sunday, January 18, 2009
how can you mend this Broken Heart

i guess it really wasnt meant to be. or perhaps it was just my wishful thinking from the start. well, guess talking things out did clear the ambiguousity. Well, i am still standing strong. This simply shows that i have saw it coming and was kinda prepared. Or is it that it happens so often that it doesnt really hurt anymore. I guess the latter explains it all. Well too many to name....all failed. Let me see....counting...say abt 9 and this would be the 10th. wow...never knew that a heart could be so strong to brave so many storms. No wonder it is the most vital organ of the body.
well...despite that, i wanna thank you for being so frank and just about it. not making me feel out of place or awkward. i mean though no one has made me feel awkward, u were so cool about it. sorry for causing such a big hoo-haa among the ppl around us who tried to bring us together. u initiated the conversation and i am grateful for that. u played a part in clearing up the mess i made. we are now friends again, better than ever. well i guess this was the best outcome that could have happened. i really appreciate that u took the step despite knowing that it would hurt. At least it was an honest act. i just wanna say that i am glad u were aware of my actions and that u did not turn a deaf ear or a blind eye to it.
it just happened once too many a times. well thats my fate.