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just so you know,
this feeling's
takin' control of me, and i can't help it.
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Monday, February 9, 2009 now now???!!! Friday was a good day. as i was telling kenneth TGIF. had cats which went pretty well and i guys i am happy with my assignment. checked marks and chit chat. Ryan better thank me ah...u know what i did for u...muhahaha had cheer-leading. surprised to see dion. supper short session which ended of with photo taking. love the peeps. ended at around 4 and i decided to go home first for a bathe. following that headed to town for dinner. looked around and a coat and vest from ZARA caught my eye. it was on offer but only 1 piece left so no choice. Jing Jing got a top though. Den headed to yoshinoya for dinner. i love the VEG!!! den had plans to pool but it was full thus headed to CATHY for Starbucks. well, staying over was my choice. yenyen wanted to stay too. but Jing Jing had to go. Then headed to kenneth's place for the night. i am sorry for what happened in the room. i should have locked the door *giggles* Following day, we had trouble waking up and we went to a nearby coffe-shop for brunch, and cabbed to zoo for ZOO RUN in rememberance of ah meng. i dunno if i should be saying this but i suddenly feel that i really am too nice and that i dun fight for what i want. Like what naiimah say, i could probably be the strongest person on earth for being able to handle so many rejections so well. like not crying or making a fuss or whatever. well i do show my liking but i would not be jealous. cos love is about seeing the other happy and not about yourself. You may like someone but never expect for anything from the person till you guys are together. Well i know he normally does that but that does not mean he will do it forever. And i cant understand the jealousy thats going around. OMG. if u like him just tell him, dun keep it ambiguous. Really pity him. i do hope he does not have to clean up every single mess some one else created. Just like how he cleaned up my mess- really grateful for that but i dun wish do see him do it every single time. it hurts to see him go thru so much even as a friend. So does that mean i have to be angry everytime he doesnt go to dinner with us. No. well just some rambles. I guess i am just different or should i say weird. I do hope he stubbles upon this post. He would just agree with me =) |