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just so you know,
this feeling's
takin' control of me, and i can't help it.
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Sunday, February 28, 2010 My baby Tears of falling deeper in love is just like tears of joy. Was on my way home just now with baby when i just stared into his eyes and tears just started to well up in my eyes. today was rather enjoyable. however even thought we were so near each other, it seemed so far too. there was like a sense of detachment. liked we seem so far apart. there was not much personal time for us. it kinda hit me that i might be loosing him but i was really thinking too much cos i know he wouldnt. on top of that, his frustrations added on to my heavy heart and i guess that was what allowed the tears to become so heavy that it rolled down my cheeks. bad timing and didnt manage to get our bags as planned. double sadness. i guess i am starting to get emotionally attached. maybe this is the right path. maybe this was what i have been looking for. maybe he is the one for me. It hit me harder when i got home just to find out that baby cant stay over. den tears starts to flow again. heart sinks deeper. told baby and heard his disappointment. maybe i am not a good girlfren after all. why are there so many obstacles between us. i cant go on anymore. the tears are too much for me to handle. i just want to love you. Baby i love you. -rain and tears, all the same- |